Hey man, I haven't visited your page in forever. I hope you're happy wherever you are.

I think I've made pretty decent enemies with everyone we used to know, but I still think of ya from time to time. You're a great guy Trevs. I miss ya. <3

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<sub>So obviously things have changed. New dA name, new outlook on life. I'm still with Alina. We went through a tough time the other night, but we talked it all through. :]

I feel like Kim and I have grown apart though. *shrug* I don't know...

I still feel silly when I do this, but hey. It makes me feel better, whoever doesn't like it can fuck off.

Love you. <33</sub>

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NEVER KNOWIN' WHAT LOVE COULD BE; AND I SEE--
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...I don't know why I come here again and again. It isn't like you'll reply. It's not like anyone reads this, either. But it brings me comort... whenever I feel like thinsg are getting a bit too out o hand, I come here and I look at what you drew, what you wrote... I read your poems over and over, just because knowing you typed them makes me smile a little. I don't look back and wish you were still alive, because I don't know if that's what you want. I look back and wonder if you're happy now, or if you ever regret anything you did.

You shouldn't regreat anything. Your mistakes made you what you were. And I loved that. Nobody's perfect.

You always told me I had a habit of searching for imperfections.It's true. but what I never told you, was that people's imprefections just make me love them more.

I wanted to tell you something. Do you remember, whenever I told you I was fine when I was clearly miserable? When I'd cry and tell you I wanted to die because no one but you and Dad loved me? It's different now.

I still feel like I'm suffocating, drowning over and over and turning to ice every time the sun rises and sets, but it's not as bad anymore. Because I have someone who loves me now.

You didn't know her. I wish you did. Her name is Alina-- it's actually something else, but she hates it. And she loves me. I love her. We're together now. Ville's birthday is out half year aniversary. Funny how my obsession even finds a way into my lovelife, huh?

But anyway... we're not old enough to be with eachother yet. She lives so far away, and her parents restrict her. Well, her father does, anyhow. But he's one of the army types. Her mom is okay. But I still don't like her.

In two years, when she's 18 and I'm 17, we're going to be together, finally. I don't want to wait two years. Rmember how horrible I was with waiting? I couldn't wait three hours to get Love Metal. How do you think two years is going to make me feel?

Two years of shit is worth a happy relationship with someone I'm madly in lvoe with, I think. Don't you?

I know you'd say I was making a mistake, that two years is an awfully long time. But I can do it. Nobody's ever made me feel as amazing as she does, and it's something I know I can do. The only reason I know I can is because of how she makes me feel. I don't even have to hear her voice for her to make me smile.

We used to stay up all night talking, until her parents said she couldn't call me anymore. But we're working on it.

I used to talk to Kim, too, all night long. I used to read her my stories and talk about the most idiotic thinsg ever. We'd watch Viva La Bam together. We even have matching dA names now, see? ~VivaLaValo ~xVivaLaKimx.

But I'm not allowed to talk to -her-, either. Her parents don't approve of me, they think I'm a bad influence of their perfect little angel of a daughter. Kim's not their definition of an angel. But she's one of mine.

Whem Kim's 18, that'll all be soled, too. I think 18 is my new favorite number. That's when all of my dreams are supposed to come true.

Well, all of them except for Ville. But he's far from a dream anymore. I'm still hopelessly in love, but it's worse. I cry over him, I have nightmares. Horrible, horrible nightmares where he's in so much pain... and it's all my fault. And I can never save him. ANything I do makes it worse, but if I do nothing, it gets worse, too... nothing that happens makes it better. I care for the man. But he doesn't know it. I'm just another fan. I guess that's what love feels like sometimes... I just wish I could tell him. Even if he didn't believe me. I just wish I could tell him I love him, and let him know I mean it.

God, I miss you... you were the only one I could ever talk to... And you still are. Why is it I type so freely when I'm tying to you, even though I know you can't do anything...?

Oh, well... I feel a little better now. I don't know why you always manage to do this for me. You just make me smile, sometimes.

I love you. I hope you're happy.

-x-Wendie

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<sub>D: *sob*

Daddy, wherever Death has taken you... I miss you. I just hope to Gods you're happy.

Is it true that you go to heaven? Can you see me? Can you read what I type? Do you smile when you see me? Do you still love, even when you've got no body?

I miss you. Daddy...
why did you have to leave?</sub>

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